M.A.N.:
Fallen Ambitious Girl
♫ Am I wrong
for wanting better? Should I settle forever? Oooh, I
swear it feels like this is as good as it gets. Am I wrong for wanting cheddar?
Although they tell me that I'll never get out here, I swear I'm driving by a
better life ♫ -Kirko Bangz
The Frustrations of a fallen ambitious girl. So
currently I’m
going through this quarter-life crisis.
Instead of heat flashes and spontaneous shopping I’m experiencing extreme highs and
lows while searching for the pursuit of happiness in life. In my mind the
average 26 year old should be somewhat stable and secure. I have a vision but
have not quite reached that plateau. The one consistent thing that I can say that I know
is that I want better for myself. Is it too much to want my dream career (media
mogul), a sexy, sweet and intelligent significant other (Wale), and a successful empire that me
and my family can live comfortably in. I digress. I am usually very optimistic
on life, love and career, but lately I have just been experiencing
constant road blocks. I try
to stay encouraged and inspire others to follow their dreams but sometimes I
wonder if I’m talking so much to convince myself that I can make a well-known name for myself. I fantasize about vogueing into my dull 7-7 job, quitting,
and then doing the shmoney dance like F$@^ it… But I realize
I have mouths to feed. Sometimes I just wish passion paid the bills. Here is my Kanye rant, for all those 25+ years
people who currently feel the same. My message to you (and myself): Keep ya
head up it sometimes it has to get worse before it gets better. You were given
this life because you are strong enough to live it. Remember nobody has the
power to stop what you’ve been blessed with.
~In the words of Miss K
No comments:
Post a Comment